Free Will Astrology

Week of December 8

ARIES (March 21-April 19): Aries filmmaker Andrei Tarkovsky (1932–1986) was experimental and innovative and influential. His imagery was often dreamlike, and his themes were metaphysical. He felt that the most crucial aspect of his creative process was his faith. If he could genuinely believe in the work he was doing, he was sure he’d succeed at even the most improbable projects. But that was a challenge for him. “There is nothing more difficult to achieve than a passionate, sincere, quiet faith,” he said. In accordance with your astrological omens during the next 12 months, Aries, I suggest you draw inspiration from his approach. Cultivating a passionate, sincere, quiet faith will be more attainable than it has ever been.

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): “All journeys have secret destinations of which the traveler is unaware,” said philosopher Martin Buber. How true! I would add that the traveler is wise to prepare for the challenges and opportunities of those secret destinations . . . and be alert for them if they appear . . . and treat them with welcome and respect, not resistance and avoidance. When travelers follow those protocols, they are far more likely to be delightfully surprised than disappointingly surprised. Everything I just said will apply to you in the coming weeks, Taurus.

GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Gemini sleight-of-hand artist Apollo Robinson may be the best and most famous pickpocket in the world. Fortunately, he uses his skill for entertainment purposes only. He doesn’t steal strangers’ money and valuables from their pockets and purses and jackets. On one occasion, while in the company of former President Jimmy Carter, he pilfered multiple items from a Secret Service agent assigned to protect Carter. He gave the items back, of course. It was an amusing and humbling lesson that inspired many law-enforcement officials to seek him out as a consultant. I suspect that in the coming weeks, you may have comparable abilities to trick, fool, beguile and enchant. I hope you will use your superpowers exclusively to carry out good deeds and attract inviting possibilities.

CANCER (June 21-July 22): Many sportswriters regard Michael Jordan as the greatest basketball player ever. He was the Most Valuable Player five times and had a higher scoring average than anyone else who has ever played. And yet he confesses, “I have missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I have lost almost 300 games. And I have failed over and over and over again in my life.” He says the keys to his success are his familiarity with bungles and his determination to keep going despite his bungles. I invite you to meditate on Jordan’s example in the coming days.

LEO (July 23-Aug. 22): In his poem “Song of Poplars,” Leo author Aldous Huxley speaks to a stand of poplar trees. He asks them if they are an “agony of undefined desires.” Now I will pose the same question to you, Leo. Are you an agony of undefined desires? Or are you a treasury of well-defined desires? I hope it’s the latter. But if it’s not, the coming weeks will be an excellent time to fix the problem. Learning to be precise about the nature of your longings is your growing edge, your frontier. Find out more about what you want, please.

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Black is your lucky color for the foreseeable future. I invite you to delve further than ever before into its mysteries and meanings and powers. I encourage you to celebrate blackness and honor blackness and nurture blackness in every way you can imagine. For inspiration, meditate on how, in art, black is the presence of all colors. In printing, black is a color needed to produce other colors. In mythology, blackness is the primal source of all life and possibility. In psychology, blackness symbolizes the rich unconscious core from which all vitality emerges.

LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): In the first season of the animated TV series, South Park, its two creators produced an episode called “Make Love, Not Warcraft.” The story lovingly mocked nerds and the culture of online gaming. Soon after sending his handiwork to executive producers, Libran co-creator Trey Parker decided it was a terrible show that would wreck his career. He begged for it to be withheld from broadcast. But the producers ignored his pleas. That turned out to be a lucky break. The episode ultimately won an Emmy Award and became popular with fans. I foresee the possibility of comparable events in your life, Libra. Don’t be too sure you know which of your efforts will work best.

SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): Nobel Prize-winning Scorpio author André Gide (1869–1951) had an unusual relationship with his wife Madeline Rondeaux. Although married for 43 years, they never had sex. As long as she was alive, he never mentioned her in his extensive writings. But after she died, he wrote a book about their complex relationship. Here’s the best thing he ever said about her: “I believe it was through her that I drew the need for truthfulness and sincerity.” I’d love for you to be lit up by an influence like Madeline Rondeaux, Scorpio. I’d be excited for you to cultivate a bond with a person who will inspire your longing to be disarmingly candid and refreshingly genuine. If there are no such characters in your life, go looking for them. If there are, deepen your connection.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): A fashion company called Tibi sells a silver mini-dress that features thousands of sequins. It’s also available in gold. I wonder if the designers were inspired by poet Mark Doty’s line: “No such thing, the queen said, as too many sequins.” In my astrological estimation, the coming weeks will be a fun time to make this one of your mottoes. You will have a poetic license to be flashy, shiny, bold, swanky, glittery, splashy, sparkling and extravagant. If expressing such themes in the way you dress isn’t appealing, embody more metaphorical versions.

CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): “I have pasts inside me I did not bury properly,” writes Nigerian poet Ijeoma Umebinyuo. Isn’t that true for each of us? Don’t we all carry around painful memories as if they were still fresh and current? With a little work, we could depotentize at least some of them and consign them to a final resting place where they wouldn’t nag and sting us anymore. The good news, Capricorn, is that the coming weeks will be an excellent time to do just that: bury any pasts that you have not properly buried before now.

AQUARIUS (Jan. 20-Feb. 18): In February 1967, the Beatles recorded their album, Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band, in London. A man claiming to be Jesus Christ convinced Paul McCartney to let him weasel his way into the studio. McCartney later said that he was pretty sure it wasn’t the real Jesus. But if by some remote chance it was, he said, he didn’t want to make a big mistake. I bring this to your attention, Aquarius, because I suspect that comparable events may be brewing in your vicinity. My advice: Don’t assume you already know who your teachers and helpers are. Here’s the relevant verse from the Bible: “Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it.”

PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): According to Professor of Classics Anne Carson, ancient Greek author Homer “suggested we stand in time with our backs to the future, face to the past.” And why would we do that? To “search for the meaning of the present—scanning history and myth for a precedent.” I bring this to your attention, Pisces, because I think you should avoid such an approach in the coming months. In my view, the next chapter of your life story will be so new, so unpredicted, that it will have no antecedents, no precursory roots that might illuminate its plot and meaning. Your future is unprecedented.

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Have a Ball—Emerald Cup Returns with New Party

Like other gatherings in the North Bay and beyond, the Emerald Cup cannabis competition and festival was forced to be socially isolated in 2020 due to the pandemic.

It’s not something the close-knit community wanted to do, but the event stayed alive online.

“The contest, which is the main feature of the Cup, still went forward well,” Emerald Cup-founder Tim Blake says. “We had over 600 entries, we did a [digital] awards ceremony. We snuck by without too much damage.”

Now, the Emerald Cup returns to live events with the upcoming two-day Harvest Ball on Dec. 11–12 at the Sonoma County Fairgrounds in Santa Rosa.

While the Emerald Cup’s awards show is moving to Los Angeles, the organization retains its North Bay roots at the Harvest Ball, celebrating cannabis with an eclectic lineup of live music, informational sessions and a marketplace featuring several small farms. Covid-related protocols, such as requiring proof of vaccination or negative test results, will be in place for the event.

“It’s still challenging with Covid, but our audience is ready to get together and gather after two years of being apart,” Blake says.

The Harvest Ball’s live-music lineup will get the crowds moving, with headliners like electronic outfit Big Wild and reggae-rock artist Trevor Hall, and a range of performers like New Orleans legends Dumpstahphunk, folk siblings Shook Twins and San Francisco soul-rock band Monophonics.

The lineup also features legendary rapper Kurupt and friends, including members of Wu-Tang Clan, on Saturday; and Oakland rapper and hyphy pioneer Keak da Sneak on Sunday.

“I’m more excited about the music than ever,” Blake says. “I’ve always wanted to be a cutting-edge event for music.”

In addition to the two-day concert, the Harvest Ball offers several in-depth discussions on the hottest topics in cannabis today, including sessions covering new developments in psychedelics, regenerative farming, genetics, and a conversation on cannabis and sexual healing.

“We always bring in the leading people to talk, and we’re doing that again,” Blake says. “We’ve got a well-rounded bunch of speakers and panels coming in.”

One of the biggest topics this year in cannabis is small farming, and the Harvest Ball will address that topic not only in a session about securing the future for small farms, but by creating a space for small farmers at the event’s massive marketplace. Through a raffle lottery system, the event gave 27 randomly drawn small farmers booths space at the marketplace for free.

“Frankly, the small farmers have had the toughest year of their lives; we’re looking at over half of them not making it,” Blake says. “It’s been a challenging moment for them.”

Compassionate care is another topic on the rise, and the Harvest Ball is donating one dollar from each ticket to the Sweetleaf Collective’s charity program, which helps get free medical cannabis to low-income patients, veterans and seniors.

Finally, as with previous installments of the Emerald Cup, Blake wants this upcoming Harvest Ball to be a place for “the tribe” to come together.

“Overall, it’s a wonderful moment for everybody to connect and have a great party,” Blake says. “We’re honored to come back to Sonoma County and all stand together for the weekend.”

The Emerald Cup Harvest Ball happens Saturday and Sunday, Dec. 11–12, at the Sonoma County Fairgrounds, 1350 Bennett Valley Rd., Santa Rosa. Tickets are available at theemeraldcup.com.

Pure Action—Break the worry routine

When we’re in crisis, lost in the forest, deep in our own personal hell, it seems impossible to get out. 

Our nights are spent in sleeplessness and catastrophizing worry, our days in despondency. We know what we could be doing, what we ought to be doing, but we cannot summon an ounce of will to act. Nothing seems to matter, nothing will do any good, nothing will change things. And so we keep brooding, trapped in a negative feedback loop in which A gets us B, which gets us more A. And around and around we go.

To break the cycle and find our will to do things again, we need to shatter the illusion of what we think it means to will and to do. The beginning of this inner realization comes from an understanding of the difference between acting and reacting. 

We are living through the end stages of a long cosmic cycle, the time when people are the farthest from metaphysical reality and the most deeply materialistic. They are plugged in electronically to devices that condition their consciousness, so that every day is a series of reactions to stimuli, information that is either true or not, and tasks that need to be done. Above that is the level of physical and emotional urges: feelings of fear and anger triggered by external events, hunger and lust, sudden hankerings to purchase an object that will bring a moment of happiness.

The ancients knew this mode of living, for it characterizes humanity at the lowest level, not the highest, as we like to think of ourselves in this technological age. Beyond mere living there is the concept of mehr als leben, or more than living, and one of the chief characteristics of the artists, adventurers and spiritual seekers who tap into this dimension of being is their ability not to merely re-act, but to experience pure action.

What is pure action? This is the action of the gods, in their serenity and wisdom. We’ve seen characters like this in some of the most famous movies, from Star Wars to Lord of the Rings. These enlightened people are able to act without desire and to act without concern about outcome. The first characteristic is what makes their actions pure, even in the realm of the most primal drive—that of sex.

The second characteristic can be illustrated by artistic creation. Worrying over whether our creation comes out “good” or not, or whether it is commercially successful, will never produce great art.

Great art is created through a deep process that works itself out as if dictated from above, unfolding without petty human worries over the result. The dramatization of Mozart dictating his “Requiem” from a sick bed in the film Amadeus is a fine example. Here is a master, albeit enfeebled, unencumbered by doubtful tinkerings that his composition isn’t coming out right, or that his patron won’t find it worthy of recompense.

Left of the Dial—Bill Bowker Bows Out

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Even if you’re one of the many music fans who has ditched terrestrial radio for a satellite or streaming service, KRSH (95.9FM) afternoon drive-time DJ Bill Bowker has probably remained on your radar if you live in or around Sonoma County.

Manning the mic at KRSH for 28 years this December, Bowker has established himself as not only an outstanding local personality, he’s also left an indelible mark on the area by championing new and overlooked musical artists as well as bringing them to the area for countless shows over the decades. 

Thus, the news that Dec. 15 would be Bowker’s last day on the air at KRSH feels like a tough loss to the local music scene, even if his influence will remain county-wide.

Speaking from his home in Santa Rosa, Bowker, who’s daily “501 Blues” segment as well as his Sunday evening show “Blues with Bowker,” helped establish blues music in Sonoma County, says he recently realized it was time to move on after a career in radio that started in the ’70s in Los Angeles.

But a big question has always been, did Sonoma County have the blues before Bowker, or is he responsible for bringing the blues to Sonoma County?

“I got up here in 1979 with [fellow Sunday morning KRSH host] Bob Sala at KVRE, and at that time, before ‘Americana,’ there wasn’t really a name for what they were playing … maybe ‘Progressive Country,’ but nothing really bluesy,” Bowker says.

Soon after his arrival, he started playing much more blues and started the popular “Blues with Bowker,” which airs every Sunday night. “So, if I gave Sonoma County the blues, I can be proud of that,” he says, laughing.

After various local moves around the dial, including a stint on country radio, Bowker settled in at downtown Santa Rosa nightclub/radio station Studio KAFE in 1989. At that time, Studio KAFE was trying some innovative new things, such as a 3-channel cable radio station and a DJ booth near the front window of the club where passersby could see the on-air DJs.

One of those involved was the late Doug Smith, who Bowker soon partnered with in “Smith & Bowker Productions,” which started booking shows in the area.

When the Krush started broadcasting in 1994, Sala and Bowker moved over, and both were eventually joined by Smith—who sadly passed away in 2005—and Bowker settled into his permanent frequency, where he’s been until now.

It’s a testament to the many DJs over the years who all shared the mic with Bowker that KRSH, which has a fairly undefined and eclectic playlist, has been able to hang around so long.

While he would likely never call himself a tastemaker, Bowker’s long career in radio clearly influenced and educated many ears in the area. Even he seems taken aback that he “was allowed creative control of the programming over the course of three different owners” in his nearly three decades at KRSH.

Brian Griffith, former KRSH morning-radio host and current KRCB (104.9FM) Radio music director and on-air host, concurs. “Bill has always been a stalwart supporter of not just the blues, but of local artists as well,” Griffith says. “I have learned about tons of music because of the bearded broadcaster.”

While KRSH has yet to reveal how the day-to-day hosting will evolve, the stations Program/Music Director, Andre de Channes, is quick to give a heartfelt nod to his departing colleague.

“Bill is one of the original freeform FM DJs and has inspired KRSH to be the station it is today,” de Channes says. “He is truly one of ‘The Last DJs,’ [and] we are thrilled for him in this new chapter in his career.” De Channes concludes, “Bill is a treasure, and we will be excited to see what’s next for him.”

As to what the future holds, Bowker says, “I’m not done!” Potential projects include area shows with longtime local talent-buyer Sheila Groves, who recently returned to the area.

Bowker’s current ongoing work includes programming online radio station XRDS.fm out of Clarksdale, Miss., alongside longtime local buddy Charlie Musselwhite, who recently relocated to Clarksdale full-time.

Bowker’s final KRSH on-air show will broadcast live from the Hopmonk Tavern in Sebastopol on Wednesday, Dec. 15—his birthday—at 4pm. While details are still forthcoming, information can be found on the KRSH website.

As to his final words to KRSH listeners, Bowker stays true to form. “You know, I’ll think of them and say them on the air,” he says. “Tune in weekdays, 3 to 7, at 95.9 fm or KRSH.com.”

Culture Crush—Bodega Bay Merchants Center, Mill Valley Winterfest and More

Bodega Bay

Restore the Store

A landmark business since the 1850s, the Bodega Country Store was revived in 2018 by proprietor Ariel Coddington and refashioned into a valuable community resource, especially during the pandemic. In August, a drunk driver plowed through the store and closed the beloved business. The store is now in the prolonged and expensive process of rebuilding, and the community comes together to help cover costs at the Bodega Merchants Fundraiser, featuring several other local vendors selling their wares alongside local food and family activities. The fundraiser happens on Saturday, Dec. 4, at Bodega Bay Grange Hall, 17190 Bodega Hwy., Bodega. 11am to 5pm. Free admission. Facebook.com/thebodegacountrystore

Ross

Holiday Goodies

Marin Art & Garden Center is a hub for community gatherings, and the center packs in several holiday events in December, beginning this weekend. First, a longtime tradition continues when the online Holiday Greens Sale offers wreaths and garlands for pickup on Saturday, Dec. 4, from 10am to 2pm. That same day, chamber group Eos Ensemble performs two special holiday concerts featuring the Mozart Flute Quartet and Corelli Christmas Concerto at 1pm and 3pm. In addition, Crown & Crumpet hosts the Holiday Tea extravaganza Saturday and Sunday, Dec. 4–5, at 11am, 1:30pm and 4pm. 30 Sir Francis Drake Blvd., Ross. Get details and tickets/reservations at maringarden.org/holidays.

Mill Valley

’Tis the Season

Presented by the Mill Valley Chamber of Commerce, The Enjoy Mill Valley Winterfest will be presented both virtually and dispersed in a variety of activities this season. Leading up to the event, kids accompanied by adults can enjoy a Winterfest Holiday Hunt to take photos/selfies wherever they find blue stars in the windows of participating Mill Valley businesses. Then, Winterfest’s live community event commences in an afternoon filled with live holiday music and dance performances, games and activities, holiday carols and a tree lighting at dusk on Sunday, Dec. 5, at the Depot Plaza, 87 Throckmorton Ave., Mill Valley. 1–5pm. Free admission. enjoymillvalley.com/winterfest

Santa Rosa

Songs in Service

Eki’Shola and Lee Vandeveer met in 2018 during a small gathering of local femme musicians. During the pandemic, the two shared long, old-fashioned phone calls philosophizing, planning, visioning and complaining about all things related to the music business. One theme that started to emerge in the discussions was the idea of re-visioning the relationship between fundraising, community, social/climate justice and local musicians/artists. In this spirit, the two performers co-headline a fundraiser for the local social-justice advocates at North Bay Organizing Project on Sunday, Dec. 5, at the Lost Church, 427 Mendocino Ave., Santa Rosa. 2pm. $20–$25. Thelostchurch.org

—Charlie Swanson

Free Will Astrology

Week of December 1

ARIES (March 21-April 19): It’s a favorable time to get excited about your long-range future—and to entertain possibilities that have previously been on the edges of your awareness. I’d love to see you open your heart to the sweet, dark feelings you’ve been sensing, and open your mind to the disruptive but nourishing ideas you need, and open your gut to the rumbling hunches that are available. Be brave, Aries! Strike up conversations with the unexpected, the unknown and the undiscovered.

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): A Tumblr blogger named Evan (lotad.tumblr.com) addressed a potential love interest. “Do you like sleeping, because so do I,” he wrote. “We should do it together sometime.” You might want to extend a similar invitation, Taurus. Now is a ripe time for you to interweave your subconscious mind with the subconscious mind of an ally you trust. The two of you could generate extraordinary healing energy for each other as you lie together, dozing in the darkness. Other recommended activities: meditating together; fantasizing together; singing together; making spiritual love together. (PS: If you have no such human ally, sleep and meditate with a beloved animal or imaginary friend.)

GEMINI (May 21-June 20): Gemini author Chuck Klosterman writes, “It’s far easier to write why something is terrible than why it’s good.” That seems to be true for many writers. However, my life’s work is in part a rebellion against doing what’s easy. I don’t want to chronically focus on what’s bad and sick and desolate. Instead, I aspire to devote more of my energy to doing what Klosterman implies is hard, which is to write sincerely—but not naively—about the many things that are good and redemptive and uplifting. In light of your current astrological omens, Gemini, I urge you to adopt my perspective for your own use in the next three weeks. Keep in mind what philosopher Robert Anton Wilson said: “An optimistic mindset finds dozens of possible solutions for every problem that the pessimist regards as incurable.”

CANCER (June 21-July 22): An organization in Turkey decided to construct a new building to house its workers. The Saruhanbey Knowledge, Culture, and Education Foundation chose a plot in the city of Manisa. But there was a problem. A three-centuries-old pine tree stood on the land. Local authorities would not permit it to be cut down. So architects designed a building with spaces and holes that fully accommodated the tree. I recommend you regard this marvel as a source of personal inspiration in the coming weeks and months. How could you work gracefully with nature as you craft your future masterpiece or labor of love? How might you work around limitations to create useful, unusual beauty?

LEO (July 23-Aug. 22): Author Melissa Broder wrote a preposterous essay in which she ruminated, “Is fake love better than real love? Real love is responsibility, compromise, selflessness, being present and all that shit. Fake love is magic, excitement, false hope, infatuation and getting high off the potential that another person is going to save you from yourself.” I will propose, Leo, that you bypass such ridiculous thinking about love in the coming weeks and months. Here’s why: There’s a strong chance that the real love at play in your life will feature magic and excitement, even as it requires responsibility, compromise, selflessness and being present.

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Virgo author Andre Dubus III describes times when “I feel stupid, insensitive, mediocre, talentless and vulnerable—like I’m about to cry any second—and wrong.” That sounds dreadful, right? But it’s not dreadful for him. Just the opposite. “I’ve found that when that happens,” he concludes, “it usually means I’m writing pretty well, pretty deeply, pretty rawly.” I trust you will entertain a comparable state sometime soon, Virgo. Even if you’re not a writer, the bounty and fertility that emerge from this immersion in vulnerability will invigorate you beyond what you can imagine.

LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): “The problem with putting two and two together is that sometimes you get four, and sometimes you get 22.” Author Dashiell Hammett said that, and now I’m passing it on to you—just in time for a phase of your cycle when putting two and two together will probably not bring four, but rather 22 or some other irregularity. I’m hoping that since I’ve given you a heads-up, it won’t be a problem. On the contrary. You will be prepared and will adjust faster than anyone else—thereby generating a dose of exotic good fortune.

SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): In her poem “Is/Not,” Scorpio poet Margaret Atwood tells a lover, “You are not my doctor, you are not my cure, nobody has that power, you are merely a fellow traveler.” I applaud her for stating an axiom I’m fond of, which is that no one, not even the person who loves you best, can ever be totally responsible for fixing everything wrong in your life. However, I do think Atwood goes too far. On some occasions, certain people can indeed provide us with a measure of healing. And we must be receptive to that possibility. We shouldn’t be so pathologically self-sufficient that we close ourselves off from tender help. One more thing: Just because that help may be imperfect doesn’t mean it’s useless and should be rejected.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): “All my days I have longed equally to travel the right road and to take my own errant path,” wrote Norwegian-Danish novelist Sigrid Undset. I think she succeeded in doing both. She won a Nobel Prize for Literature. Her trilogy about a 14th-century Norwegian woman was translated into 80 languages. I conclude that for her—as well as for you in the coming weeks and months—traveling the right road and taking your own errant path will be the same thing.

CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): Capricorn author Susan Sontag unleashed a bizarre boast, writing, “One of the healthiest things about me—my capacity to survive, to bounce back, to prosper—is intimately connected with my biggest neurotic liability: my facility in disconnecting from my feelings.” Everything about her statement makes me scream NO! I mean, I believe this coping mechanism worked for her; I don’t begrudge her that. But as a student of psychology and spirituality, I know that disconnecting from feelings is, for most of us, the worst possible strategy if we want to be healthy and sane. And I will advise you to do the opposite of Sontag in the coming weeks. December is Stay Intimately Connected with Your Feelings Month.

AQUARIUS (Jan. 20-Feb. 18): In some small towns in the Philippines, people can be punished and fined for gossiping. Some locals have become reluctant to exchange tales about the sneaky, sexy, highly entertaining things their neighbors are doing. They complain that their freedom of speech has been curtailed. If you lived in one of those towns, I’d advise you to break the law in the coming weeks. In my astrological opinion, dynamic gossip should be one of your assets. Staying well-informed about the human comedy will be key for your ability to thrive.

PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): “Originality consists in thinking for yourself, and not in thinking unlike other people,” wrote Piscean author James Fitzjames Stephen (1829–1894). Another way to say it: Being rebellious is not inherently creative. If you primarily define yourself by rejecting and reacting against someone’s ideas, you are being controlled by those ideas. Please keep this in mind, dear Pisces. I want you to take full advantage of your astrological potential during the next 12 months, which is to be absolutely original. Your perceptions and insights will be unusually lucid if you protect yourself from both groupthink and a compulsive repudiation of groupthink.

Essential Pairing—Petaluma’s Idea Lounge Brings Together Life and Art

One of the criticisms of the arts is that they are not real life. Not truth, like science. Not immediately important, like activism or a salary. Artists can be treated as if they are not really living. Most artists almost certainly endure this complaint by someone they wish had supported them—their parents, for example.

We are uplifted by architecture spaces, brought to tears by movies, motivated to action by well-designed lawn signs. We feel good about ourselves when we wear well-crafted clothes. The impacts of the arts are seen and felt everywhere, even on those who do not recognize that value when speaking about art in the abstract.

Well, Petaluma Arts Center is acutely aware of this. PAC Executive Director Carin Jacobs has made it her mission to break through the false division between art and life.

Jacobs challenges the notion that art is not for everyone:  “Even if you don’t think that you’re an art person,” she says, “maybe try to figure out what art has to do with the rest of your life, because there are connections.”

There is also a gap from the art-world side—since art is a living thing in the town, it has to come out into the town, not just be found behind the walls of an art building.

These two thoughts led Petaluma Arts Center to the creation of the Idea Lounge several years ago, an event series which has always been hosted at a location other than PAC.

The premise of the Idea Lounge is “an artist talking for 20 minutes and someone who is not at all from the arts talking for 20 minutes, and the audience ferrets out what the connections are between art and life,” Jacobs says.

A unique element of the event design is that the pairings are not curated. The two topics are only connected in that the speakers just happened to be available on the same Wednesday night.

In effect the audience becomes the third speaker with its own 20-minute slot. For example, when a recent audience was presented with talks on jellyfish and dancing, the audience picked out “movement” as the topic to guide their conversation. On another night, a filmmaker was paired with a skipper who had sailed his boat down the coast to Mexico. The audience spoke about the human journey, a concept which happens to guide most successful script writing.

The sold-out event on Oct. 27 was the last of the fall season, before the Idea Lounge took a break for November and December. On the bill were two local legends in their own right.

Speaking for “Art” was Garth Bixler, a Petaluma-based multidisciplinary artist and former-PAC board member who worked to bring children’s tours into the Arts Center. These days, he is the secretary of the board for the Santa Rosa Symphony. Bixler’s talk was entitled, “Who me? An Artist? Coming to Terms with a Creative Nature.”

On the “Life” side, Sue Conley, one of the founders of local mainstay Cowgirl Creamery, discussed life in shades of cheese in her talk, “The Answer is Cheese.” Although, as someone who has been eating her cheeses since the ’90s, this writer might beg to differ that Conley is not an artist.

The Idea Lounge series is hosted at Barber Lee Spirits, on East Washington Street in Downtown Petaluma. An elegant space for fruitful conversations. Away from the PAC building and out into the town. Art coming to you.

The Idea Lounge will return in January 2022. Get more info and sign up for the newsletter at PetalumaArtsCenter.com.

World AIDS Day: The State of Treatment and Prevention in Sonoma County

“In the beginning, we had to pull every resource together in order to take care of each other,” says Ray Tilton, 58, who has been living with HIV for almost 40 years.

“People aren’t dying like they used to, because of the medications available and the population of HIV/AIDS people doesn’t grow as fast as it used to,” he says. “Those are good things, but I think HIV/AIDS gets pushed back on the backburner so far that [people living with it] are almost an unseen minority, when our issues and concerns and problems still exist.” 

Dec. 1 is World AIDS Day. Observed since 1988 as an official global health campaign by the World Health Organization, it is a day for raising awareness about HIV/AIDS prevention and treatment, as well as for mourning those who died because of the disease. This year, the U.S. theme of World AIDS Day is “End inequalities. End AIDS.”

While today HIV/AIDS is highly treatable, and new cases in Sonoma County are a fraction of what they were in the 1980s and ’90s, stopping the spread of infection necessitates addressing inequalities in our social fabric. The illness—which is most commonly spread through sexual contact between men and intravenous drug use—disproportionately impacts populations that mainstream society stigmatizes.

The Bohemian spoke to local AIDS service organizations, healthcare workers and individuals living with HIV to learn about the history of AIDS activism in Sonoma County and the challenges the area faces in the prevention and treatment of HIV/AIDS today.

According to the most recent annual report, Sonoma County had 1,358 confirmed cases in 2017. A national estimate that 15% of people living with HIV don’t know that they are infected suggests that there are likely more than 1,600 HIV+ people in the county.

The social movement for gay liberation began to gain traction about a decade before HIV was first diagnosed, and then proceeded alongside AIDS activism for several decades. Although there is greater social acceptance of cisgender gay people today—especially in white populations—societal stigma remains high for transgender women, queer people of color, injection drug users, sex workers and unhoused people. In these populations, HIV/AIDS infection rates aren’t declining at the pace they have among cisgender white men who have sex with men.

Dr. Ele Lozares-Lewis, an HIV specialist at Santa Rosa Community Health, says that a combination of fires, a newer pandemic and the survivability of HIV all mean that the disease is less talked about than it was at its peak.

“I worry that the attention on HIV/AIDS has kind of fallen by the wayside, and we have so much work to do,” she says.

SERVICE AND SUPPORT Food for Thought Food Bank was founded by activists who saw that many AIDS patients were not getting enough food. In 2014, the nonprofit expanded its mission to provide groceries and medically-tailored meals to people living with other illnesses.

In the Beginning

Sonoma County’s first diagnosed HIV case was 40 years ago. By 1987, Sonoma County had the third-highest per-capita rate of infection in California, with 31.2 cases for every 100,000 people. The prevalence of AIDS in the area can be attributed to Sonoma County’s proximity to San Francisco and to Guerneville being a popular gay and lesbian travel destination and home. At that time, San Francisco’s infection rate was more than 10 times higher than anywhere else in the state, with 4% of the total population, and nearly 50% of the estimated population of gay men, facing the illness at the time, according to a 1988 LA Times article.

For the first eight years of the AIDS epidemic in Sonoma County, AIDS service organizations did not receive federal funding, so much of the care for people dying of the illness fell on volunteers, many of whom who were already gay- and lesbian-liberation activists.

Two of Sonoma County’s earliest AIDS service organizations were Face to Face (est. 1983), and Food for Thought (est. 1988). 

“The volunteers who advocated for Face to Face clients performed critical services that included, domestic assistance, communication with friends and relatives, and providing personal care. This care often involved kindnesses outside of transportation to doctor’s appointments and meal preparation,” writes Kate Todd in her thesis, Sonoma County’s Responses to the AIDS Epidemic, 1981-1997. 

Activists, who saw that many AIDS patients were not getting enough food, founded Food for Thought Food Bank. Additionally, HIV wasting syndrome—which is characterized by involuntary weight- and muscle-loss—was a common effect of the illness.

Ron Karp, executive director of Food for Thought, says “At first, people were dying quickly. By 1996, the [treatment] drugs became so effective that people almost abruptly stopped dying. Around that time, the death rate [in Sonoma County] went from around 100 people per year down to maybe 5, which is just remarkable.”

As this change occurred, the nature of the work at Face to Face and Food for Thought shifted from end-of-life care to ongoing support of people who were now expected to live with HIV/AIDS.

FACE TO FACE With regards to substance use, Lorie Violette says “Harm reduction is about showing love, compassion and dignity to people who use drugs, without judgement, and providing them with safer ways to use substances as well as ways to get into resources in the community.”

The Resources Today

Face to Face Executive Director Sara Brewer says, “In 2021, we provided 452 HIV tests, enrolled 18 people onto [the preventative drug] PrEP, housed 15 clients and housed 9 clients in temporary hotels.” They also provided 182 clients with financial assistance, case management, and legal and medical advocacy. 

“Stable housing is a huge part of your mental, emotional and physical stability,” says Tilton, who lives in a Section 8 apartment in Santa Rosa.

Lorie Violette is the director of prevention at Face to Face. Her work is rooted in the principles of harm reduction. With regards to substance use, she says “Harm reduction is about showing love, compassion and dignity to people who use drugs, without judgement, and providing them with safer ways to use substances as well as ways to get into resources in the community.”

She continues, “We know people can make changes when they feel love, support and connection. We are here to provide all of that, and very much keep it real with risks that people may be engaging in.”

Along with providing HIV testing and safer-sex barriers like condoms and enrollment on PrEP, Face to Face provides syringes—and a no-contact retrieval box for used needles, smoking implements and Naloxone kits to reverse opiate overdoses.

In 2014, after many years witnessing the positive effect consistent nutrition has on people living long-term with HIV, Food for Thought expanded their mission to provide groceries and medically-tailored meals to people living with other illnesses. A combination of staff and volunteers prepare orders and often deliver groceries and meals to people living with serious medical conditions in Sonoma County. In 2020, the organization served 6,500 people, of which about 400 live with HIV.

Nina Redman, client services director at Food for Thought, says, “The rates in our county of people [with HIV] who are in care, stay in care and sustain a suppressed viral load are really good. They’re some of the best in the country. And I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that we have really good services here.”

Despite a relative abundance of services, Tilton says, “There’s a huge older HIV/AIDS community in this county, I know that, but sometimes I’m like, ‘Where have we all gone?’ The isolation—especially during Covid—has just been crushing.”  

He also points to economic disparity exacerbating loneliness and taking a toll on his self esteem.

“[When I was younger] I was always contributing, always doing things in the community, so I always had that sense of value. Now, as I’m aging, when I think about [going out and socializing], I sometimes think, ‘I have AIDS, I’m older, I have Section 8, you know—what do I have to offer?’ I don’t like that those things are becoming a little more prevalent in my thought process,” Tilton says.

In 2017, there were 30 new cases diagnosed in Sonoma County, of which 10% were not diagnosed until the virus had progressed from HIV to AIDS. That said, treatment is so effective now that even people diagnosed with advanced AIDS can reduce their viral load to an undetectable level, at which point the illness cannot be transmitted sexually. This process can take as little as three months.

Santa Rosa Community Health’s VISTA Clinic treats 550 of the people diagnosed with HIV/AIDS in Sonoma County. Dr. Lozares-Lewis says, “[At SRCH], we’ll do a rapid start where someone can get their diagnosis and get started on treatment, sometimes that day. And then, we also have a HIV psychologist, so we get to connect people to mental health services and support groups.”

While effective treatment has existed since the mid-1990s, it has improved a lot since then.

Lozares-Lewis says, “I had a patient once who just cried when she saw what current treatments are, because she used to have to take handfuls of pills and some with food, some without, three times a day—and they all made her sick … . Now there are full regiments for treating HIV that are taken in one pill, once a day, with little-to-no side effects for most patients.”

Newer still, Lozares-Lewis says SRCH also offers once-monthly injectable treatment. Injectable PrEP is forthcoming, too. She is hopeful that this will increase access to preventative measures. “When someone [who is afraid of being outed] can come in and get a shot, they don’t have to worry about being found with a bottle of pills,” she says.

Lozares-Lewis says that, around 2008, new case rates dropped among white men who have sex with men, but transmission rates have held steady or increased since then in the Latinx population. “Most of the new diagnoses we’re getting are in the Roseland area … among migrant communities and the Latinx population, there can be such a huge amount of stigma and some challenges with accessing care that really need to be addressed.”

Letters to the Editor: Appreciation for Good Journalism and More Thoughts on Time

Dirty Deeds

The two-part expose on the railroading of taxpayers’ $$ into the coffers of Darius Anderson and Doug Bosco—two owners of The Press Democrat—was fascinating (News, Nov. 3 and 10).

I had to read it twice to get the full effect, but it was worth the effort. It’s pretty clear that the public railway—taxpayers—is funding the private rail company—Bosco—with no end in sight. Add SMART to the mix and some political pocket-lining at a state and maybe national level … it goes on and on, and all with our taxpayer dollars.

My hat is off to the reporter Will Carruthers and the team that dug through all of this dirty deeding. I’m not sure what should happen next, but the investigative journalism was quite impressive. Please keep it up.

Liz Froneberger

Fairfax 

Good Time

I really enjoyed reading Michael Giotis’ piece on daylight savings (Open Mic, Nov. 3). I wholeheartedly agree! Daylight savings is an outdated and disruptive system set in place back during wartime. Coming to rule a bigger and bigger share of our year, it has been proven to take a toll on people’s health.

For starters, it throws off our circadian rhythm, causing some people to not even adjust to the time change after several months.

From personal experience, the gloomy event of it getting dark at 5pm has made the days significantly less lively knowing that I’ll be losing an hour of sunlight. I like my sunlight and I like my health when it is light out! I would rather not have to worry about a higher risk of heart attack, workplace injuries and car accidents.

By moving sunlight into the morning, we continue to encourage dread and chronic misalignment. So yes, on with the revolution. Something needs to change!

Cece Trifoso

Novato

CULTURE CRUSH—North Bay Turkey Trots, Open Studios in Point Reyes, and more.

North Bay

Walk, Run or Trot

Before getting stuffed on stuffing, get out of the house on Thanksgiving with a Turkey Trot on Thursday, Nov. 25. The St. Helena Hospital Foundation hosts its annual AHEAD Turkey Trot, a two-mile outing at Crane Park, 360 Crane Ave., St. Helena (shhfoundation.org). The Bank of Marin Turkey Trot offers 5K, 10K or one-mile runs at Indian Valley College, 1800 Ignacio Blvd., Novato (marinturkeytrot.com). The Healdsburg Turkey Trot returns with a 5K walk or run starting at the Healdsburg Running Company, 333 Center St., Healdsburg. (healdsburgrunningcompany.com). Registration is required for all runs, and Covid-19 safety protocols, including proof of vaccination, will be in place.

Napa

Holiday Resort

Napa’s Meritage & Vista Collina Resorts are embracing the holiday season and transforming into a Winter Wonderland Village. The merry offerings include a Holiday Ice Rink open daily through December for guests and locals, and events like the Thanksgiving Brunch Buffet on Thursday, Nov. 25, from 10am to 4pm; and the annual Tree Lighting Ceremony, complete with an artisan market full of seasonally-inspired items, tasting rooms, holiday carolers and a visit from Santa Claus, on Friday, Nov. 26, from 4–6pm, on the lawn at 850 Bordeaux Way, Napa. The tree lighting is free, but ticketed—RSVP at Cellarpass.com. Find more events at Meritagecollection.com.

Point Reyes Station

Art Up Close

While the masses are spending Thanksgiving weekend shopping, Bay Area art lovers can spend time with more than 20 artists in their studios throughout West Marin during the self-guided Point Reyes Open Studios tour. The three-day showcase features an array of sculptors, photographers, potters, painters, printmakers and woodworkers located along the scenic back roads of Point Reyes Station and Inverness, each of whom open their doors to display their latest original works, share their creative process and sell art that’s perfect for the gifting season. Point Reyes Open Studios runs Friday to Sunday, Nov. 26–28, at various locations. 11am to 5pm each day. Masks required. Pointreyesart.com.

Sonoma & Santa Rosa

Gut Busters

When the Thanksgiving food coma wears off, three North Bay Stand-up Comedy shows are ready to make bellies ache with laughter. The Comedy Night After showcase features veteran comedians Johnny Steele, Larry “Bubbles” Brown and Michael Meehan on Friday, Nov. 26, at Sebastiani Theatre, 476 First St. E, Sonoma (sebastianitheatre.com). That same night, Barrel Proof Comedy brings headliner Wendy Lewis and others to 3 Disciples Brewing, 501 Mendocino Ave., Santa Rosa (barrelproofcomedy.com). Then, come out for Comedy Under the Tent, featuring Bay Area headliner Dauood Niamyar, on Saturday, Nov. 27, at Iron Ox Brewing, 3334 Industrial Dr., Santa Rosa (ironoxbeer.com).

—Charlie Swanson

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Letters to the Editor: Appreciation for Good Journalism and More Thoughts on Time

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Dirty Deeds The two-part expose on the railroading of taxpayers’ $$ into the coffers of Darius Anderson and Doug Bosco—two owners of The Press Democrat—was fascinating (News, Nov. 3 and 10). I had to read it twice to get the full effect, but it was worth the effort. It’s pretty clear that the public railway—taxpayers—is funding the private rail company—Bosco—with no...

CULTURE CRUSH—North Bay Turkey Trots, Open Studios in Point Reyes, and more.

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North Bay Walk, Run or Trot Before getting stuffed on stuffing, get out of the house on Thanksgiving with a Turkey Trot on Thursday, Nov. 25. The St. Helena Hospital Foundation hosts its annual AHEAD Turkey Trot, a two-mile outing at Crane Park, 360 Crane Ave., St. Helena (shhfoundation.org). The Bank of Marin Turkey Trot offers 5K, 10K or one-mile runs...
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