Ego Deathโ€”And Other Resolutions

The New Yearโ€™s Baby is a tradition that goes all the way back to ancient Egypt, though many of us probably associate it with more recent iterations, such as JC Leyendeckerโ€™s vintage covers for the Saturday Evening Post stacked at the antiques store alongside plaster busts of Dionysus, who was symbolically reborn on Jan. 1, bringing fertility for the year ahead.

While hailing Dionysus and philosophizing with a hammer, Nietzsche said that in order to be a creator one must first be a destroyer. And so, armed with New Yearโ€™s resolutions and determination to bring forth our stronger and wiser selves, letโ€™s look at what is meant by โ€œego death,โ€ a common term in spiritual circles.

The process of awakening follows a familiar pattern. We find ourselves in a crisis for which our conventional personality cannot find a solution, because it does not operate in four dimensions. But in this dark night of the soul a glimmer of light appears, the divine spark greater than the troubled ego.

We can experience this in a Pure Consciousness Event, typically triggered by a really bad day with much weeping. When the suffering ego exhausts itself, a rainbow appears through the tears. Staring at the ceiling, or with oneโ€™s face buried in a pillow, we suddenly realize weโ€™re alert, wide awake even, but at a level beyond name and form. What happened to that miserable person we were just a few minutes ago? We have now passed through the first gate, and possess an entirely new perspective on what is meant by the word โ€œme.โ€

In Christianity, this process is called making room for God, while Hinduism might say itโ€™s the realization of the unity of atman, or soul, and braman, or spirit. Alchemists would call it the Great Work, astrologers the realization of the natal chart and Jungian psychologists the relocation of the center of gravity in the personality from the ego to the Self, which includes the shadow and contrasexual dimension, which is called the anima for males and the animus for females.

Bidding farewell to oneโ€™s outgrown ego is less an event and more a process. It is a long journey, filled with growing pains and confusion. Consciousness must come to know that many more things comprise the personality than previously imagined, including a flaming energy source at the heart that one intuitively feels comes from somewhere else.

Weโ€™ll examine more of the rebirth process in this column throughout January, as we valiantly vow to have a Happy New Year, no matter what life sends our way.

Debate Over Future of Sonoma Developmental Center Heats Up

Since the state announced plans to close the Sonoma Developmental Center several years ago, the potential of the sprawling property has captured the imaginations of Sonoma County residents.

The 900-acre plot of land near Glen Ellen is seen by many as a rare opportunity to address worsening problemsโ€”among them, a lack of affordable housing in the midst of a worsening climate crisis and soaring inequality.

Thatโ€™s not to say the SDC is an entirely blank slate. It has plenty of historyโ€”good and bad.

Nestled between the Sonoma Valley Regional Park and Jack London State Historic Park, the center of the property is populated with buildings spanning the past century-plus. 

The brick-clad โ€œMain Building,โ€ constructed in 1908 after its predecessor was damaged in the 1906 earthquake, stands at the end of a long drive dotted with pollarded trees and flanked by a variety of vacant buildings.

The SDC was one of numerous state-run โ€œdevelopmental centersโ€ sprinkled throughout California. For decades, the campus served as a medical and residential center for people with mental illness and various medical conditions. At the height of its use, the SDC was the countyโ€™s largest employer and housed thousands of residents, who were offered job training and access to farms and orchards.

However, the track record wasnโ€™t all positive.

โ€œBetween 1909 and 1952, [a] total of 5,530 men and women were involuntarily sterilized at Sonoma State Home, more than at any other state hospital or at any single facility in the nation,โ€ says the SDC planning website. The practice was legal in California until 1979.

On a late-December weekend tour, the campus was deserted except for a few dog walkers wandering the grounds, some of whom headed off to explore the hills above the main campus.

In 2015, the state announced plans to close the developmental center. It was officially closed in late 2018 after all residents were relocated. Now, the state wants to sell the now-surplus land.

The state has paid to maintain the buildings, but most  of them are no longer used.

To residents of the surrounding areasโ€”and, presumably, real estate developersโ€”the next chapter in the history of the SDC represents enormous potential. In an age of great systemic problems, the SDC looks like a relatively blank slate which could be used to address some local societal problems.

However, the vision considered by planners has been limited since 2019 when the state legislature passed a bill defining the process to plan the future use of the SDC. Although the property is state-owned, as a form of courtesy, the state would collaborate with Sonoma County on a plan.

Per the state law, the plan needs to include market rate and affordable housing; preserve open space around the 180-acre developed core; and, likely the most unpopular restriction, be mindful of the โ€œeconomic feasibility of [a] future development.โ€ In other words, the state wants to sell the property to a private party and the plan should allow the future owner to make money.

The baked-in costs of redeveloping the SDC make the last requirement a significant constraint on any possible plan. All told, the cost of tearing down buildings and remediating the property is expected to cost the future owner $100 million or more. As a result, if the new owner intends to profit on the project, theyโ€™ll want to build as many market rateโ€”read: expensiveโ€”units and commercial buildings as possible.

The three alternatives released in November call for between 990 and 1,290 units of housing, 75% of which would be market rate. Almost immediately, the proposals were met with frustration and calls for a โ€œ4th alternative.โ€ One common concern is that the total number of housing units is too high and the portion of affordable units is too low.

According to the latest Regional Housing Needs Assessment released by the Bay Area planning agency last month, Sonoma County needs to construct 3,881 affordable housing units in the unincorporated county for people making less than a Moderate Income between 2023 and 2031. A Moderate Income in Sonoma County is currently defined as less than $123,950 for a family of four. Of the total required, 1,036 units need to serve extremely low-income residents, currently defined as a family of four that makes less than $34,900 per year. 

Facing that massive need for affordable housing, it might be tempting to build as many new units on the property as possible. However, many have concerns about evacuating a large number of residents from the property along Highway 12 during a fire, and about the long-term transportation and climate impacts of building a significant housing development far from any existing city.

On Tuesday, Jan. 25, the Sonoma County Board of Supervisors will consider the three proposals on the table. It remains unclear whether the Supervisors will push for a fourth alternative.

The Bohemian took a tour of the property in December with two of the many people following the SDC planning process.

Bonnie Brown, a Sonoma Valley resident, advocates for reusing as many of the existing buildings on the property as possible. Brown argues that this approach would save a developer money and be more environmentally-friendly, since construction is a carbon-intensive process.

Tracy Salcedo, the Bohemianโ€™s second tour guide, prioritizes maintaining the open space surrounding the SDCโ€™s core. The author of numerous hiking guides, Salcedo sees the potential of having hundreds of additional acres of open space in addition to the nearby Jack London State Park.

โ€œWhat I do see personally as being important, and I think will always be important, is preservation of the open space, because there has not been a time in human history when it hasnโ€™t been important for us to be able to access wildlands for us to make that connection,โ€ Salcedo said.

Ultimately, Salcedo, who has written about the SDC planning process for publications including the Kenwood Press, sees the process as a balancing act. Different advocates are excited by different aspects of the property today, and the needs of future generations are always in flux. 

The trick will be for the numerous groups to come together around a shared vision, a process Salcedo already sees happening. Whether they can break free of the financial constraints set by the 2019 state law is another question.

Learn more about the three current proposed alternatives at www.sdcspecificplan.com.

Art Animateโ€”Art Mouraโ€™s Painting and Sculpture Carries a Living Energyย 

Art Mouraโ€”refreshinglyโ€”doesnโ€™t have a significant online presence. I pieced my knowledge of him together through different articles and time spent with images of his work.

Mouraโ€™s story is interestingโ€”heโ€™s traveled extensively in Spain, worked as an electrician andโ€”until its demise in a 2018 demolition derbyโ€”drove a Volvo 740 Station Wagon covered in dollโ€™s heads, painted figures and mannequin legs. Growing up in Santa Rosa, I saw this car many times.

Among other things, Moura creates dollsโ€”I would call them creaturesโ€”out of found objects such as fabric, paper and wire. Looking at them is intense. I spent a while with the images I found from Mouraโ€™s exhibition with the Good Luck Gallery in Los Angeles in 2015 and came away feeling slightly haunted, as though his gaze was on me.

In explaining his process, Moura says that a piece isnโ€™t complete until it has a soul. In an interview at the 2015 Good Luck Gallery exhibition opening, Julian Stern wrote, โ€œMoura explains that, though he doesnโ€™t believe his pieces to truly have souls, he imagines them vividly and personifies them. Each of them has what he describes as a rascally, slightly wounded personality.โ€

I donโ€™t believe that Moura doubts his pieces truly have soulsโ€”I think he knows they do. Something truly magnificent about the motivation to create art is its root in the experience of inspiration, in its etymological sense, from the Latin inspirare, meaning โ€œto breathe life into.โ€

For the creator or artist, the experience of inspiration is a transfer of vital force from an internal to an external manifestation, a.k.a. the imparting or producing of a soul. It is what separates bad art from good art, and here the word bad could be substituted with dead, or sterile. โ€œBadโ€ art meaning lifeless art, lacking that pulse of vitality that animates โ€œgoodโ€ art, or simply, art that is alive. This is how the artist knows their work is real, even if it stares back at them mockingly or with the X-ray vision oneโ€™s art can sometimes have when it takes shape outside of their own  consciousness.

This is an alchemical process, taking rags and wire, or paint and canvas, and creating something vital from them. No, the creature does not take literal breaths, does not independently reach its hand out or stand up on its own, but it is undeniably alive, animate with the inspiration by which it was conceived. 

This imparting of soul is what makes Mouraโ€™s work such a reactive pleasure to experience.

His latest exhibition is on view at the Hammerfriar Gallery in Healdsburg. The video his daughter, Aja DeWolf Mouraโ€”an exceptional artist in her own rightโ€”made of his creative process is also on view for the length of the exhibition, as well as on her website at ajadewolfmoura.com.

Culture Crushโ€”Feeling Good in 2022

Rohnert Park/ San Rafael

Local Laughs

North Bay-native Mo Mandel is a comedian and actor whoโ€™s been seen on TV shows including Conan, Chelsea Lately and 2 Broke Girls. This week, heโ€™ll be onstage, delivering standup at two shows. First, Mandel gets funny at a show hosted by Barrel Proof Comedy on Thursday, Dec. 30, at Sally Tomatoes (1100 Valley House Dr., Rohnert Park. 7pm. $15โ€“$45. barrelproofcomedy.com). Then, Mandel headlines the annual โ€œBest of the San Francisco Stand-Up Comedy Competitionโ€ showcase on Friday, Dec. 31, at Marin Center (10 Avenue of the Flags, San Rafael. 9pm. $25โ€“$58. marincenter.org). Covid mandates apply.

North Bay

Walk It Off

One popular way to welcome in the new year is with a First Day Hike at one of the North Bayโ€™s parks. These hikes include a New Yearโ€™s Day Hike of Mount St. Helena, in Napa Valley, on Saturday, Jan. 1 at 9am (napaoutdoors.org). Additional hikes are offered at Jack London State Park (jacklondonpark.com) and Sugarloaf Ridge State Park (sugarloafpark.org) in Sonoma Valley, both on Jan. 1 at 10am. The Stewards of the Coast & Redwoods leads four walks among the Armstrong Redwoods on Jan. 1, 10am to 1pm (stewardscr.org). Friends of Mt. Tam offers a hike of Mount Tamalpais State Park on Sunday, Jan. 2, at 9am (friendsofmttam.org). Covid mandates apply.

Healdsburg

New Year Jazz

Featuring the regionโ€™s best players performing an eclectic mix of jazz with diverse influences, Hotel Healdsburgโ€™s Jazz Music Series rolls into 2022 with an intimate concert outdoors at the Fireside Lounge at the hotelโ€™s Spirit Bar on New Yearโ€™s Day. Curated by local arts ambassadors Healdsburg Jazz, the weekly series presents a performance by the Neil Fontano Trio; fronted by pianist Neil Fontano and including Trevor Kinsel on bass and Ian Scherer on guitar. The trio plays a blend of jazz and Harlem swing on Saturday, Jan. 1, at 25 Matheson St., Healdsburg. 5pm. Free. healdsburgjazz.org/hotelhealdsburg.com. Covid mandates apply.

Napa

Grand Return

After a 22-month hiatus due to the pandemic, Napaโ€™s acclaimed Jarvis Conservatory relaunches the monthly concert series, โ€œItโ€™s a Grand Night for Singing,โ€ with a concert on New Yearโ€™s Day. The longest-running show in the Napa Valley returns to the conservatoryโ€™s jewel box theater for itโ€™s 25th season, which will also see the musical torch passing from longtime host Richard Evans to newly-named Resident Music Director Frank Johnson. Hear popular Bay Area vocalists and up-and-coming talent at the monthly singing series, opening on Saturday, Jan. 1, at 1711 Main St., Napa. 7pm. $20. Jarvisconservatory.com. Covid mandates apply.

โ€”Charlie Swanson

Letters to the Editorโ€”Historical Veracity

Matt Metzlerโ€™s letter (โ€œHistorical Accuracy,โ€ Letters to the Editor, Dec. 22) about naive exhibits at Mission Sonoma State Park, like much recent scholarship, attempts to blame genocide upon the Spanish Viceroyalty and Mexican, Catholic missions.     

However the cultural violence of Christianity affected the Native Californians, a firm study of the well-researched life of Chief Marin shows the missions as both a refuge from settler violence and an education in adapting to new technologies such as steel, firearms, the written language and horses. Spanish-era documents show a self-criticism of their failings, and renewed legal rightsโ€”such as voting and owning propertyโ€”for the Indians. Chief Marin was an elected alcalde in both Mission Dolores and Mission San Rafael Arcangel.

All of these rights were removed by the new State of California, in 18 of the 24 paragraphs of the 1850 State of the State address to the California legislature by our first governor. These paragraphs deal solely with the need to make a war of complete annihilation against the Native Californians.

Therefore, we have to look at the actual intentional attempted genocide, by American settlers of the Golden State, with government bounties, and not fall into the trope of  โ€œBlack Legendโ€ anti-Catholic scapegoating.

Neil Hammari

Marin City

DEPARTMENT OF CORRECTIONS: Last weekโ€™s Bohemian/Pacific Sun news article (โ€œMouse Management,โ€ Dec. 22) incorrectly stated that the approved plan includes dropping 2,880 pounds of poison on the Farallon Islands. That figure should have referred to the weight of the poison-laced pellets, not pure poison.

In addition, last weekโ€™s feature story (โ€œCountdown to the Countdown,โ€ Dec. 22) about New Yearโ€™s Eve events failed to emphasize that all in-person gatherings will follow Covid-related safety and health protocols, including requiring proof of vaccination or negative Covid tests, and requiring face coverings indoors.

First Looksโ€”Fashion from the Early Days

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I thought for a while about this weekโ€™s โ€œLook.โ€ With 2022 around the corner bringing us to two full years of overt strange, and last week devoted to sequins and metallics to keep spirits shining, this one needed something extra. 

I sat contemplating fashion for a while, and the image flashed into my mind of me as a little girl, wearing a long, pearl-colored slip on my head. 

As a little girl I had a rebellious relationship with scissorsโ€”resulting in generally very short hair and precarious bangs. I also had a deep love of dressing up and a sense that glamour and long hair were deeply associated. There was a mood, a character, I felt I couldnโ€™t really access without a mane of hair to gracefully draw over one shoulder and stroke.

I found a solution in my motherโ€™s slips, which more often than not went unusedโ€”the late โ€™90s rendered the slip largely irrelevant, except to young children playing dress up. I would wrap and secure the elastic waistline around my head, letting the fabric hang down my back, or else if I was going for casual chic, I would secure it in a scrunchie.

Dress up was a huge part of my childhoodโ€”not long after my slip-wearing, hair-cutting days ended I began to experiment with shirt-cropping, fringe-cutting, power-clashing and so on. There was a year in middle school where I recall going to Six Flags with upwards of 16 rings on my fingers, all of which had to be removed when I went through security.

My childhood fashion senseโ€”free, curious and inimitableโ€”was influenced by movies like Auntie Mame and pictures of Greek gods and goddesses. I was fearless in my experimentation and proud of my combinations. 

Now, as an adult woman who studies fashion from an artistic and an anthropological standpoint, I find incredible benefit in returning to the mindframe of that fearless, creative little girl in her motherโ€™s slip. It reinforces my sense of courage in creativity without boundaries. 

As 2022โ€™s sun rises in the sky and a new year breaks, I look back on those first few hilarious outfits and take inspiration from the open-minded, free-thinking dresser I once was. Now is a time when creativity without boundaries is needed, in fashion and in everyday life. This is a great moment to let the inner kid offer some refreshing direction. 

To this end, Iโ€™m calling on all the fashion heads out there who started early. From Wednesday Dec. 29 through Wednesday Jan. 5 post your wildest childhood fashion photos to your instagram story, tagging @pacificsunweekly or @northbaybohemian and using #firstlook. We will feature you on our socials, and the winner will get a special shout out in next weekโ€™s โ€œLook.โ€ 

Looking good, everyone.

Love,

Jane Jane Vick is a painter, writer and journalist who has spent time in Europe, New York and New Mexico. She is currently based in Sonoma County. View her work at janevick.com.

Tag โ€ฆYouโ€™re Itโ€”Playing Games in Congress

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Remember playing this childhood game with friends? 

A small group of boys and girls would get together and designate one person as ITโ€”and then scatter to see how long they could avoid being taggedโ€”but once caught it would be their turn to be IT.  As a child, there was much joy and laughter involved in the activity. It was also a game that was discarded for more interesting challenges.

The boys and girls from both sides of the aisles in Congress seem to have rekindled the flames of this game โ€ฆ calling out the opposition party, as well as specific members on each side โ€ฆ to be IT.  It has become an underlying tactic of calling out and attacking when disagreements occur in seeking solutions to critical questions that face our nation.

This continued childish behavior, by โ€œadults,โ€ has resulted in yet another supply chain issueโ€”not from lack of goods or employmentโ€”but of goodwill and compromise. It has created a stagnation and build-up of toxins that continues to erode the foundations of trust in our basic institutions of governance and towards each other. It is trickling down and poisoning the psychic soils of both our urban and rural populations. The result will be a bitter harvest of anger and blameโ€”everyone will be IT.  If we cannot learn that we all must sacrifice, then this game is really over and the clockโ€”trulyโ€”has run out!

Maybe, those โ€œenlightened leadersโ€ we have elected to serve at the will of the people should end this game now. After all, even the children knew when the game was over and it was time to move on.

Perhaps we can suggest to those โ€œso-called statesmen and women,โ€ another gameโ€”one that might be more challenging, for their young minds, based on common sense and logicโ€”and not emotionโ€”to solve the crimes that are being committed against the nation. Hey boys and girls โ€ฆ  how about a fun game of Clue?

E.G. Singer lives in Santa Rosa.

Final Missiveโ€”Newsroom Confidential

These internal emails between โ€œBohemianโ€ and โ€œPacific Sunโ€ Editor Daedalus Howell and copy editor and writer Mark Fernquest were obtained through a Freedom of Information Act request. They are presented here, including redactions purportedly made in the interest of national security, in their entirety. We present them here in the interest of fostering a transparent and open news-gathering process.

Hey, Markโ€”I need a Gen X gut check here. As the elders of the editorial team we have undoubtedly accrued the knowledge necessary to know whether or not something is going to fly over the heads of our readers, right? First off, as you know, I never aim that highโ€”so why is it that every time I attempt to publish a column with a John Hughes film referenceโ€”โ€œBreakfast Clubbing: The Up-All-Night Guide to Dining and Dashing in the Early AMโ€ or โ€œDaedalus Howellโ€™s Day Off: In Which Our Hero Ditches Work, Lip Syncs the Beatles and Gets Up Close and Personal With a Seurat Before Trashing a Classic Car,โ€ you โ€œcopy editโ€ the headline to a truncated shadow of my original? โ€œScone Zone?โ€ That has none of the David Foster Wallace-ian zeal of my original breakfast piece headline. โ€œWork From Homeโ€ completely misses the point of my eponymous day off. Whatโ€™s the deal man? Is [REDACTED] once again threatened by my genius? Please inform. โ€”Your Editor.

My Good Manโ€”Proud โ€™68er here, as you know, wot. First lesson of the trade: Less is more. Less is always more. But also, regarding my continued egregious butchery of your insufferably gregarious headlines: Weโ€™re appealing to a multigenerational readership at this establishment, lad, not just our personal flocks of doddering groupies. Bridging the gap between โ€œI love your sardonic sense of literary humor, you big, barrel-chested bucket of dry laughs!โ€ and โ€œROFL,โ€ as it were. Iโ€™ve been granted full command to wield the sword of grammatical propriety at this papyrus-printing enterprise, and wield it like the Grim Reaper I shall.
The key word is โ€œreadership,โ€ old chap. Because readership = gold. Think: pieces of 8. We must. Maintain. Readership. And yet, with regards to [REDACTED]: your fear is so very real and poignantโ€”grounded, as it were, in insufferably correct observation. In truth Iโ€™m quite verbose myself, as you well know, and if Iโ€™d my way Iโ€™d let the written words run away like wild horses over the hillsโ€”but there is a sound at my door, and I must take my leave immejiately, wot. I will continue to work โ€œremotelyโ€ until the situation with [REDACTED] er โ€ฆ โ€œresolves.โ€ I will flee now, but remember: Less is more. Less is always more. โ€”Your inimitable underling, Lord Fernquorcestershire

Crosstalkโ€”Symbols bloom

In his poem, โ€œCorrespondences,โ€ Charles Baudelaire invokes the great mystery, likening our earthly dream-life to the experience of walking through a forest composed of symbols.

Everything is linked by analogy to a higher realm of laws and principles, and those who hold the key tread their terrestrial path in an exalted state of serendipity and synchronicity, with nothing taken at face value. The material world is merely the realm of effects; causes come from above, from the mysterious forces, always in motion, circling with the wheel in the sky. What’s more, our experience of physical life is determined by the subtle flow of cosmic energies and whether they are blocked or flow freely.

Since the beginning, when order was formed from chaos, mankind has used symbols to express a metaphysical reality that eludes rational thought. Symbols have a universal character and appear in world civilizations isolated in time and space, suggesting they appeared in mankindโ€™s imagination via divine transmission.

Consisting of two simple intersecting lines, the cross is perhaps the worldโ€™s oldest symbol. Its meanings are myriad: the four points can represent, for example, the four elements or cardinal directions, while the horizontal line can stand for everything that rises and falls, lives and dies in the world of Becoming, with the vertical line symbolizing the eternal present of Being in the immutable, celestial realm outside of space-time.

Those who feel the stirrings of spiritual awakening, the growing-pain tremors of something greater than their personal ego starting to rise like incense into conscious awareness, can orient themselves by visualizing one symbol said to perfectly illustrate the task that lies ahead.

Let us take those two intersecting lines forming a cross and have the vertical stand for the ordinary waking consciousness. The spiritual journey begins with a rupture, a long process of โ€œego deathโ€ in which the person lies down in the โ€œearthโ€ or โ€œwatersโ€ symbolized by the horizontal plane.

This is the realm of the subconscious: the shadow figure with its unrealized powers, the energies of the opposite-gender polarity and the suprapersonal spark of life. It is a heroโ€™s journey into the cave of the psyche, where past sorrow lies petrified, and where the bugbears of fear and anxiety cast their spells. But it is also the place where the Spirit is found, which lifts the hero back to their feet in a state of wholeness and illumination. The cross is now complete: vertical, fallen and resurrected. 

And at the center of the intersecting lines blooms a rose, the symbol of spiritual rebirth, with petals unfolding across eternity.

Taking Action Counters Emotional Impacts of Climate Change

Feelings of anxiety and helplessness around climate change are not just increasing with the passage of time, they are increasing from generation to generation. And with good reason, given the news of the last few months.

In August, the latest report from the U.N.โ€™s Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change found that the frequency and severity of climate events are increasing in all of the worldโ€™s regions, and that some of the changes to our climate are already irreversible. Considering that this news comes on top of previous IPCC calls for net carbon neutrality by 2030 to avoid the most serious effects of climate change, U.N. Secretary-General Antรณnio Guterres called the report โ€œa code red for humanity.โ€

In September, a survey of 10,000 young peopleโ€”defined as aged 16โ€“25 yearsโ€”from 10 countries in both the global North and South found that over 50% of young people felt sad, anxious, angry, powerless, helpless and guilty when asked about the climate crisis. Additionally, 84% reported feeling at least moderately worried.

During the first two weeks of November, world leaders convened in Glasgow for COP26, the 26th annual U.N. Climate Change Conference, intended to coordinate the global policy response to the climate crisis. While many leaders acknowledged the urgency captured by the IPCC report, the promises made at the conference fall short of the targets set out by climate scientists.

In advance of COP26, 18-year-old Greta Thunberg summed up the existential angst of her generation.

โ€œTheyโ€™ve now had 30 years of blah, blah, blah, and where has that led us? We can still turn this aroundโ€”it is entirely possible. It will take immediate, drastic annual emission reductions. But not if things go on like today. Our leadersโ€™ intentional lack of action is a betrayal toward all present and future generations,โ€ Thunberg said.

Are these kids just being snowflakes? Scientific support for greenhouse gases, global warming and climate change has been around for decades. The name keeps changing while the reality of the crisis keeps deepening. And, given the familiar cycle which played out over the past few monthsโ€”a scary report about the impacts of climate change met with pledges from politicians, followed by little meaningful changeโ€”it makes sense that the intensity of feelings is increasing with each new generation.

For this article, the Bohemian interviewed three North Bay activists working to address the climate crisis: one Generation X, one Millennial and one Zoomer. We also talked to an environmental studies professor who researches the emotional impacts of climate change. Although this is not a scientific sample, the responses they gave help to show how responses to climate change show differences and similarities across generations.

All the experts that the Bohemian spoke to for this article had the same advice: Donโ€™t just suck it up, let our emotions drive action. It will help both us and the planet.  

The Gen Xer

Natasha Juliana, age 49, is already a legend in Petaluma in both the entrepreneur and climate spaces. Nearly 10 years ago, she founded WORKPetaluma, a coworking space that became a center for networking, community gathering and numerous climate-action initiatives.

Julianaโ€™s reputation for community leadership recently received a massive boost with the award of a $1 million Cool City Challenge grant. Established by David Gershon and the Empowerment Institute, the Cool City Initiative has greenlighted teams in Petaluma, Irvine and Los Angeles to launch programs with the target of transitioning their cities to net-zero carbon emissions by that all-important date: 2030.

Petaluma is by far the smallest of the recipients with a population of roughly 60,000, versus more than 270,000 for Irvine and nearly 3.4 million for Los Angeles. As a pilot program, the call for applications was only open to cities in California. These pilots will provide the proof of concept for expanding the program nationally and globally.

The resulting organization, Cool Petaluma, will be led by Juliana as campaign director. The approach is to organize on a block-by-block basis, with neighborhood โ€œblock leadersโ€ facilitating the collaboration between households to make necessary changes to reduce resource use, increase fire resilience and build networks of mutual support for the safety of allโ€”steps needed if the city is to have a chance of reaching zero emissions by 2030.

Natasha Juliana - Cool Petaluma
Natasha Juliana, 49, has been picked to lead Cool Petaluma, the cityโ€™s new organizing effort to reach net-zero carbon emissions by 2030. Photo by Lorena Fernandez-Fernandez

The โ€œMoonshot Teamโ€ which prepared the application is made up of names well-known to anyone organizing around climate change in Sonoma County. Their years of striving for meaningful change to our regional ecological impact might now actually start to pay off.

โ€œThis is more powerful than you might think,โ€ Juliana says. โ€œIt is common for social movements to look like they have no momentum for a long time, but once they hit a tipping point the curve takes off.โ€

โ€œWe are reaching that tipping point, and it is up to all of us to seize the moment and create a more beautiful future filled with โ€˜win-winโ€™ solutions that improve our quality of life and restore balance on the planet,โ€ Juliana adds.

Language like โ€œwin-winโ€ has motivated the discussion around sustainability and decarbonization, underpinning a kind of optimism, more common in older generations, reflecting a belief that economic and political systems just need to be shown the path forward.

However, the idea that those who benefit from the endless economic growth that has created the climate crisis just need to be shown how to โ€œwinโ€ the same levels of profit in a more eco-friendly way is losing credibility among critics of the status quo.

โ€œThere is no denying that todayโ€™s elite may be among the more socially concerned elites in history. But it is also, by the cold logic of numbers, among the more predatory in history,โ€ says Anand Giridharadas, author of the New York Times bestseller, Winners Take All.

So, although Julianaโ€™s efforts make it clear that the need for action is urgent, there is a kind of comfort or ease with which Generation X is able to live while attempting to address sustainability needs through work or volunteerism. 

โ€œI grew up as a hippiesโ€™ kid during the back-to-the-land movement of the 1970s, surrounded by redwood forests, with a strong connection to the earth underfoot and the Milky Way sky overhead,โ€ she says of her childhood in Humboldt County. โ€œIโ€™ve always been an advocate for stewardship and sustainable living practices, but it wasnโ€™t until โ€ฆ I signed up for Al Goreโ€™s Climate Reality Leadership Corps [that] I really got involved in climate activism in an ongoing and meaningful way.โ€

This may resonate with many Gen X readers, including this writer. The climate problem has been known to us, we have been upset about it and lately we have taken more action than ever before with regards to it. This attitude is a privilege of perhaps the luckiest generation in the march of human history.

โ€œGen X has lived a pretty blessed life with plenty of economic ups and downs, but overall we are at the peak of historic human comfort,โ€ Juliana notes. Which sounds good until she adds, โ€œWe had running water and reliable power and plenty of food on the grocery store shelves.โ€ Bright when compared to food and shelter security of past historical periods, that is. Dark when measured against the projected near-future water, food and clean-air shortages that haunt those who feel the necessity for action.

Is it surprising that members of the DIY generationโ€”who grew up with punk rock, hip-hop and photocopied โ€™zinesโ€”would believe that we can do it by starting with ourselves?

โ€œThe more people can participate in the creation of a positive future trajectory, the more their worldview will change to make it happen, creating a positive-feedback loop,โ€ Juliana says.

The Millennial

A climate activist during her student years at Sonoma State University, Claudia Sisomphou, age 26, first came to the attention of the Sonoma County professional sustainability community with her campaign โ€œTop Ten Simple ways to save your health, money, and the planetโ€ which she circulated via a blog series, posters and a PowerPoint presentation.

Now employed at the nonprofit public energy agency Sonoma Clean Power and president of the Sonoma County chapter of the United Nations Association, Sisomphou has been a regular speaker at sustainability events since her student days. She has earned a reputation for solutions-oriented action and relatable communication of those solutions, but admits that the work can be a struggle. โ€œItโ€™s very easy to get overwhelmed by the severity of the challenges we are facing, and some days I just have to take time and cry about it,โ€ she says. Sheโ€™s not alone.

โ€œI know people my age who are seriously questioning whether they want to have children, because they are so concerned about the future of our planet,โ€ Sisomphou says, reflecting a growing sentiment that might have occurred to the average Gen Xer, but only in passing.

Claudia Sisomphou garden
โ€˜Learning how to grow your own food, volunteering during local emergencies, being aware of your water usage โ€ฆ can help you feel part of the solution rather than focusing on the problem,โ€™ says Claudia Sisomphou, shown here gardening. Photo courtesy of Claudia Sisomphou

It is an example of intensifying emotional reaction to our rapidly deteriorating planetary-wide  ecological reality, an awareness that is more present to each new generation.

โ€œGrowing up [in the North Bay], I never once worried about wildfires,โ€ Sisomphou says. โ€œNow, five to seven months out of the year I am constantly on edge and mentally preparing myself for the possibility of losing my home.โ€

Readers of this paper are certain to recognize that feeling in response to the increasing impact of wildfires each year. Photos of California burning are among the scariest and most moving images of the acceleration of the climate crisis. Before, examples of climate impacts most often referenced the Arctic or island countries like the Maldives. Now, examples right here at home are more salient, the urgency more clear.

โ€œMy advice to others is to do what you can in your own life to both prevent and prepare for the changes that are coming with climate change,โ€ Sisomphou says. She maintains her can-do attitude and solution-oriented thinking, recommending that โ€œ[t]hings like learning how to grow your own food, volunteering during local emergencies, being aware of your water usage, eating less meat and dairy, and carefully choosing which products [and companies] you spend your money on, can help you feel part of the solution rather than focusing on the problem.โ€

The alternative can be crippling despair.

The Zoomer

โ€œThereโ€™s been a shift in the last six or seven years โ€ฆ where the new generation of students [has been] coming into my classroom with a new level of despair,โ€ says Sarah Ray, an Environmental Studies professor at Humboldt State University, when asked to describe the mental health of her current generation of undergrad students, known as Generation Z, or โ€œZoomers.โ€

Raja Abastado, age 15, is a Sonoma County high school student and Petaluma Climate Action Commission Youth Member. Abastadoโ€™s responses in the interview for this article provide a stark contrast to the plucky win-win, solution-oriented response to the crisis presented by the previous generationsโ€™ respondents.

โ€œI became an activist because I was tired of seeing the land, the forests and the towns and cities in Sonoma County and the area around it burning,โ€ Abastado says. โ€œI was tired of packing my evacuation bag each year when the fires came. I was tired of evacuating each year only to return and find the land and forests burned and houses gone, destroyed by the fires. I was tired of seeing the government not doing anything to help. I was devastated by the situation we were in. Climate change causing fires and storms, serious droughts, and the government doing nothing about it.โ€

That immediacy of existential anxiety might be expected from a child in Europe in 1939, as the continent teetered on the edge of war. But this kid lives right here in California, right now.

Ray observes that her students are โ€œcoming of age in this moment when these forecasts on climate are worse than they have ever been, in conjunction [with] how climate change is clearly being connected to all these [equity and justice issues].โ€

It is a situation that Ray was not trained for. โ€œProfessors all across the country were all being told, โ€˜Oh, the mental health of young people is getting worse and worse and worse. We need to have more resources in our counseling and psychology services.โ€™ But no one was talking about how that was spilling over into classrooms and whether or not the climate crisis had anything to do with that.โ€

โ€œClimate change is scary,โ€ Abastado says. โ€œIt is a huge problem made up of so many other problems. People have not always understood how serious climate change is and even now people do not understand โ€ฆ . The impact that climate change has on the [mental health of fellow students] is huge. Many people see how large the issue is and become depressed.โ€

โ€œPeople can be devastated and paranoid by what will happen if we do not stop climate change,โ€ they continue. โ€œMany people get scared and guilty, and others feel anxious and afraid, but most of all many people feel powerless.โ€

โ€œWhen Greta Thunberg came on the scene and the whole climate strike movement happened and we saw her crying and yelling at the people at Davos โ€ฆ a lot of people were really shocked by the intensity of her emotion around that, but it wasnโ€™t at all shocking to me,โ€ Ray says. College and high school teachers across the globe had already seen it.

Ray and her colleagues started asking, โ€œHey, whatโ€™s the emotional story thatโ€™s happening with this generation? Because theyโ€™re not able to get up in the morning, much less come to class, much less graduate and go fix all these problems.โ€

Ray wants to emphasize that these are more than just kids having feelings; there are real, measurable mental-health impacts. She โ€œwould even go as far as to say that young people are suicidal because of [climate anxiety].โ€

Zoomers are growing up in a situation where they know action needs to be taken, but they feel powerless to do anything to significantly alter the future they are inheriting. In fact, they are acutely aware of their contributions to climate change, especially here in the West where resource consumption is 5 to 20 times higher than other parts of the worldโ€”the areas that suffer first and most from the climate crisis.

These impacts of daily life are in direct conflict with young peopleโ€™s moral attitudes toward taking care of the environment. As Abastado puts it, โ€œ[Zoomers] are the people with the best chance to stop climate change. We are the people who can wake up the government and hold them accountable for their actions and force them to start taking serious action.โ€

It is clear that the climate crisis is one of the chief drivers of anxiety and depression among many youth and adults. Worry about the future of life on our planet can trigger suffering regardless of which generation a person was born into. Yet, that very worry might be the motivating factor that is necessary for change. According to these experts, taking action now not only helps to address climate change, it is also an antidote to feeling powerless.

California Sunrise Movement June 2021 march
CLIMATE MARCH Sonoma County teens were among seven people who completed a walk from Paradise to San Francisco in June 2021 as part of an effort to draw attention to federal green jobs legislation. Photo courtesy of California Sunrise Movement

Local Youth Climate Action

In recent years, climate action has increasingly been led by young people. Here are some youth-led actions and organizations with links for more information.

Sunrise Movement (โ€‹โ€‹sunrisemovement.org)
Perhaps the most well-known youth organization, Sunrise organizes training, phone banks and canvassing on a weekly basis. The nationwide group has โ€œhubsโ€ in Sonoma and Marin counties.

Fridays for the Future (fridaysforfuture.org)
Inspired by Greta Thunbergโ€™s school climate strikes, F4F strikes have been reported throughout the world. In 2019, North Bay youth strikers met with Rep. Jared Huffman.

Youth vs Apocalypse (youthvsapocalypse.org)
Born in Oakland, YVA leads direct actions featuring protest art throughout the Bay Area, with a focus on those communities that will be affected first and most.

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